"And I did love him for the days we spent, I made a test for him and he failed at it. Though I didn’t tell him, I was hoping he would fight for me. I didn’t have the guts to say I need him because I was too scared. And I guess thoughts are dangerous. If you’re reading this, you know who you are and now you know what’s behind those words that I’ve said. I really didn’t mean those kind of things and I know you know it."